Reset

The weekend brought high hopes and big let downs, followed by more high hopes and a mental and physical reset. Ya, i hit the wall this weekend. In an attempt to qualify for mt snow, one of my favorite venues, i went to crested butte in pursuit of a top 10 finish. Well, the air (or lack there of), my legs and every other part of my body wasn't having any of it. I finished back in the pack, 30th to be exact. I really don't know what drove me to finish the race but DNF'ing wasn't an option. I suffered a lot. I gave it all she had and just didn't have anything in me......wow, this sounds like a familiar post huh? I finished the race completely bummed. While out on course i really did go through the though process of saying to myself i wasn't going to race the rest of the year. After crossing the finish line i rode to the car with my tail between my legs. Instead of going home sunday i decided i was going to leave saturday back to boulder. However I'm lucky to have those who have been through what i am going through and convinced me to stay, i mean who goes to crested butte to only race and get their ass kicked? Jason kept me in line and told me to stay for the fun single track that sunday would bring.
Turned out that was exactly what i needed. The ride was a kick in the pants. Fun, hard climbs with some of the most fun, rippin 1 track i have ever ridden.


Following Jason allowed me to ride so fast. I swear i learn something new about riding a bike when i ride with him. The descents were so fast i felt like a just needed to touch the breaks, of course that wasn't allowed.
Sunday's ride was awesome. Like martini said a few weeks ago, it was one of those rides that just allows you to remember why you ride mtn bikes in the first place. Well Since i had officially pushed the reset button i decided to do a nice ride in the mtns on monday. Me and Rolf headed up sunshine canyon to gold hill. Again the the views are always worth the effort.

We then descended and head back up toward ward where water from the natural spring was desperately needed.

Today I took off riding. I spent most of the my time searching the web and boulder for a 50cc scooter. Oh yea, im getting one. Soon. I hope. Ill post picks whenever i get one. The past few days have been rough in terms of riding but i think a little rest will cure anything really hindering me. I'm really lucky to be surrounded by people that both encourage and support me. It's these last few weeks that I have really realized that racing isn't everything. Balance is in order. So after some time off and a little reset ill be back with a new spark. In the meantime i'll be spending my time with my friends who live it up Boulder style...eh.....white trashy style?































































